My last night

I'm currently sitting in my room, with half an apple tart and a bottle of cider (yes, I love apples).

It's my last night and my luggage still isn't ready (I procrastinate a lot) and I'm not ready. I don't know how to say goodbye to my host family...how can I say goodbye? I think I'm probably going to cry a lot, but I don't want to set my host sister off too, so I'm going to try and keep as strong as possible (it's going to be hard).

I can't believe it's really over.